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i dun tink im liking diz xanger sn veri much...dunno whyy....so GOOD BAI MUH PRIDE N JOY...hehehe............
im a xanger whore..n wha? |
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| +IM NOT A PROSTITUTE!!!!!!!!!!+
now how fuggin dissapointing is dat?HUH!lol.........well.........i guess ill live as being a rich azn woman in london..........LMAO.........itz all godd dammitness!lol.........well..........muh day wasnt so great.........datz okay i guess......*sigh*.........muh art grade was soo good.....until now........I TOTALLY FUGGED SHYT OBA since i havent been thinkin straight at all........*sigh*im veri dissapointed in muhself becuz i wanna bring muh grades up so badd.......*sigh*.....things are styll not da best*if u all noe wuh i mean...*...........i dun tink dey will ever be..............
+MAKING IT AS A PROSTITUTE WUDDA MADE MUH DAY!+
ill write lata.......... |
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| +im doin juss fyne+
+juss missing him soo much+
---> Name: Jaimie
---> Birth date: 070888
---> Birthplace: Parkridge, Illinois
---> Current Location: Schaumburg, Illinois
---> Eye Color: dark brown
---> Hair Color: dark brown
---> Righty or Lefty: both whoa!lol
---> Zodiac Sign: cancer
---> Innie or Outtie: umm...dayum i cant figure this one out...lol..innie u silly one!
// series two - describe
---> Your heritage: 25%chinese 75% filipino
---> The shoes you wore today: ADIDAS
---> Your hair: itz a bigg FLUFF right now cuz yah..i juss got outta da shower..it does dat sumtimez..lol
---> Your eyes: are dry cuz ob muh dayum contacts
---> Your weakness: hmph..*sigh* dun get meh started..LOVE?
---> Your fears: rejecting failure..loneliness
---> Your perfect pizza: iono hahaha silly question
---> One thing you'd like to achieve: to be happy
// series three - what is
---> Your most overused phrase on aol\aim: hmm lemme tink boutz dat
---> Your thoughts first waking up: i dun wanna go to skoo...n JASON
---> The first feature you notice in the opposite (or same) sex: his style...OWW OWW!lmao
---> Your best physical features: umm....iono...letz ask sumone..wait..how bout muh shortness?mwuahahah
---> Your usual bedtime: LATE
---> Your greatest accomplishment:mmm....i dun hab any..bah!
---> Your best memory: all da memories i hab wif muh jason*smile*
// series four - do you
---> Smoke: nuh uh..im good..*smile*
---> Cuss: lol..A LOT!
---> Sing well: *smilez*i dun wanna be conceded...so becca will answer
SunShin3inMan1La: do i sing well?
bAbEyCaKeS421: yeah
---> Take a shower everyday: yup!
---> Want to go to college: OF COURSE!
---> Like high school: ..not my high skoo..buh i mshuyrr one day i will like high skoo..
---> Want to get married: YES!i was just tinkin bout dat diz morning
---> Type with your fingers on the right keys: yuh huh!
---> Believe in yourself: m.mm...not relli
---> Get motion sickness:sumtimez
---> Think you're attractive: hmm iono......hehehe
Da MeJiA KiD: no
Da MeJiA KiD: but thas ok jaimie iss ok
wuh a butthead...lol
---> Think you're a health freak: NO NO!
---> Like thunderstorms: NO!*GASP!* ddey scare meh!
---> Play an instrument: nope...lol
// series five - did/have you
---> Drank alcohol: yup..mwuahah
---> Smoke(d): nopenezz!
---> Done a drug: NOPE
---> Made Out: mwuahahaha.....CARMINAS TAKEN PICTURES SO DATZ MUH PROOF!lol
---> Gone on a date: yupnezz
---> Gone to the mall?: this is a dumb question..lol
---> Been on stage: YES! u guyz betta go c meh in march!
---> Been dumped: *sigh*..yah...
---> Gone skating: YUP!
---> Made homemade cookies: no
---> Been in love: ..yah...styll am
---> Gone skinny dipping: nuh uh!buh der will always be a first tyme..mwuahah..
---> Dyed your hair: yupnezz
---> Stolen anything: hm...i tink so...lol
// series six - have you ever?
---> Played a game that required removal of clothing?: nope
---> If so, was it mixed company:NO dammit..
---> Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: nuh uh
---> Been caught "doing something": mwuahaha..maybe..*devilish grin*
---> Been called a tease: mwuahaha yes
---> Shoplifted: nope
---> If so, did you get caught:god dammit no
---> Changed who you were to fit in: ...mmm..maybe
// series seven - the future
---> Age you hope to be married: in muh 20s
---> Numbers and Names of Children: 3 children..desiree..anselmo..hehe..n...umm..destiny..*smilez*
---> Describe your Dream Wedding: i dunno yet..bah!
---> What age do you want to die: i du nlike diz question!
---> What country would you most like to visit: mmm..iono..AUSTRALIA!i was bout ta say AFRICA buh nvm....lol
---> Current Clothes: muh pajamawamas!
---> Current Mood: *sigh*ay nak0...
---> Current Taste: sumting sweet
---> Current Hair: mwuahaha..i told u!
---> Current Annoyance: da coldness n how muh bak hurtz
---> Current Smell: muh hair smelss gooodd
---> Current thing you ought to be doing: umm getting reddi foh bed
---> Current Desktop Picture: da sky
---> Current Favorite bands: hmm dun havb one..oh yah BDa MeJiA KiD: no
Da MeJiA KiD: but thas ok jaimie iss b2k!hahahahaha
---> Current Book: none
---> Current DVD In Player: none
---> Current Worry: muh bebz..finals...da fone bill...dayum i got a lot...---> Current Crush: muh babi..jason..I MISS U!
had tryoutz today!!!!!!!!wwwoohhoo!im excited!i miss muh bebz n today was just anoda day..wow..how fun.....
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hmmm...anoda sleepless night.......
why does everything having to do wif LOVE hurt so badd? everytime i thought of LOVE i thought HAPPINESS..no crying..no lying..no sleepless nightz...no fightz...NO PAIN.......if i had known dat it was just going to e like this i shudda just been alone.....maybe i wud be happier dat way..........this fuggin month's been fuggin hell for meh when it comes to meh n love........its like a relli messed up lil cycle dat i keep going through between meh n jason........*LOVE IS BASED ON TRUST*.....we have dat.....i think........to be honest....i havent had trust in any guy........diz is how i will be becuz of a certain past.......and im going to be like this forever.......n ive realized dat im not da best gf eda....becuz im da type of person hoo will keep thinking of the past n bring these problems up over and over again......im stubborn.......i may seem like a forgiving person......i thought i was but i guess im not if i havent even forgiven da past.........i know he's hurt meh so many tymes.....but i dont think all have u ever understood this........I FEEL DIFFERENT WHEN IM WIF HIM......i can be ME...even wif all da shyt we go through we just cannot let each other go.......we refuse to leave each other becuz we keep going bak and forth to each other.....I LOVE HIM..if this is what LOVE is..all da movies,tv shows,songs,poems...have gotten it wrong...its not all HAPPINESS........der will always be pain.........and we will all realize datwe HAVE to go thru diz........to be stronger.....alone....or TOGETHER.......
+i love him so much+
<3j*m3<3 |
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wow...i guess im bak 2 bloggin b4 9 now huh?lol..imma loser!!!
bak 2 skoo...boring az hell..didnt wanna be der at all.......bah!oh well...what can i do?..<<nuffin>>anywayz.........da highlight ob muh day was muh rehearsals foh da musical...YES IM A PROSTITUTE IN TRAINING!hehehe...da dance ish awesome..*smilez* and im so excited!!!muh try outz are tomowo so wish meh luck..oda dan dat i hab vocal tryoutz on wednesday so wish meh good luck foh dat too guyz!!!!!!!
wow...i miss muh jason soo much today.....itz weird.........wen i got bak to skoo i juss got all lonli and shyt........all kinda......hmmph......buh itz okie i guess...CANT WAIT TILL TURNABOUT!!!!!!!!!!!!
+i love him+
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